NFS
Recently the relationship I'd been in for the past 6 years came to an end. I dealt with my emotions the best way I know: painting my heart out. The works are small & were done reasonably fast usually in nighttime sittings. I was gonna paint one huge piece (I even bought a maaaassive canvas & transported it awkwardly on the bus) but my vision kept changing and I wasn't ready for it yet and since I was feeling a big range of different & constantly changing emotions I found myself reaching for lots of small pieces of paper, getting my feelings out as they came in waves of confusion. It helps seeing them on paper now - I can look them in the face and understand myself more.
